I was walking towards -- I don't remember, but does it matter really? At a certain point, I approached the fork in the road and hesitated, not knowing which way to take.
Indecisive, I started to contemplate and ponder on my journey in this life, trying to discover logic someplace. I enjoyed simply being present in the present moment.
I was slowly absorbing the surrounding reality. It started growing on the inside of me till it impregnated my inner being, and I began to envision it. I saw multitudes in great confusion. The noise coming from them echoed in my soul. They were driving each other out from relationships, workplaces, and territories. For the sake of glory and wealth, they were killing each other, destroying at the same time their own lives. I saw this world going wild. Despite different ways of life, all the people seemed to participate in one global scenario unfolding in their midst. Some were stunned, others nodded their heads in agreement, others gambled, yet others mocked and cursed everything. Here and there, someone would raise his voice in a vain attempt to be heard; any minute, the world would turn upside down.
I could tangibly experience a shock every time another soul got clipped to this endless tumult.
I continued to meditate, and another sound appeared in my reflections. A heartbeat of the Creator resounded inside me. With the eyes of my heart, I perceived the One, who is existence, who forms and brings everything into being; the One, who can transform and change everything in creation.
My whole being rose to Him in praise: Hallelujah!
I bowed down and said: Here I am. Send me.
Ps.74:12 "But You O God, are my king from the old; you bring salvation upon the earth."